la-to-the-dee.

So my last three posts are 

kind of rants to myself...

Something I needed to get off my chest 

at that moment. 

Next posts will hopefully be 

a whole lot less serious. 

:) 

++ I shall find time to scan my photos 

that i took with my Holga n120

(warning: my photos aren't that nice. only a few of them are.)

Wanted.

Sometimes, all you ever want is for him to look at you

for him to love you the way you do

for him to treat you the way you treat him.

Sometimes, all you ever want is for him to want you. 

I know that's what I want. 

I just want him, no one else.

It hurts me when I see him with other girls,

knowing I could lose him to any of them.

but does it matter?...

I've hurt him so many times,

I guess I deserve it. 

Oh well. 

He's the best thing that's ever happened to me,

he's changed me into a better person,

but what am I to him? 

Do you know that feeling when 

you just love & love & love?

It just comes pouring out and drowns you?

I love him so much, but does he love me?

He says he does. 

I should be happy.

love.

Love is something we all have experienced.

The love of a mother, the love of a father, the love of a child. 

The love of a grandparent, the love of friends, and the love of a special someone.

We all love, and are loved in return.

Love is more than a word, and more than feelings.

Being loved by someone is indescribable. 

No word can truly explain how much you love him or her.

To love is to live, because without love, where would we be?

Love can drive you to do crazy things.
It pushes you to your limits
to see how much effort you would put in for a person,
to see how much you would sacrifice,
to see how much you can give.

Loving and being in love are two different things.
You can love two people at the same time,
but you can't be in love with both.

Love can bring out the best in a person,
it can bring out something you never thought you had.

but in the end,
love is love,

in all kinds of forms. 

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage."

- Lao Tzu

overwhelming.

Do you ever feel so angry at the world?

Nothing ever goes your way, and you're just there, suffering self defeat.

Constant frustration.

Constant depression.

Constant dispair.

When you feel like life isn't worth living anymore

and there's no reason to find the light.

hold on. 

Hold on tight. 

Just because today you feel this way, it doesn't mean it'll be like this forever.

When you feel like letting go the most, you must hold on tighter

because you may never know what you're losing.

Be strong.

Only time can tell what may or may not happen.

We do not control our fates.

There are so many things that are not in our control. 

but that doesn't mean we cannot control ourselves and how we feel. 

Hello.

Hello! 

As you have probably noticed, this is my first post in quite a long time.

I got lazy to update my blog but recently, I decided to start blogging again. 

So yes. 

More posts to come. 

xx.