Wanted.

Sometimes, all you ever want is for him to look at you

for him to love you the way you do

for him to treat you the way you treat him.

Sometimes, all you ever want is for him to want you. 

I know that's what I want. 

I just want him, no one else.

It hurts me when I see him with other girls,

knowing I could lose him to any of them.

but does it matter?...

I've hurt him so many times,

I guess I deserve it. 

Oh well. 

He's the best thing that's ever happened to me,

he's changed me into a better person,

but what am I to him? 

Do you know that feeling when 

you just love & love & love?

It just comes pouring out and drowns you?

I love him so much, but does he love me?

He says he does. 

I should be happy.